Saturday, December 5, 2009

Take me away

Eighteen years of the same scene desensitizes you ...take me away I want to cross boundaries and live my life

C'est la vie, as the doctor put it

People grow up with all these expectations for the future. I grew up with one wish for university: to recreate myself with a ‘different’ group of friends. I wanted to be surrounded by people who spoke their thoughts, had logic but dreamed, talked in stream of consciousness about  everything,  and believed in carpe diem.

 

After being immerged in a superficial bubble full of estrogen for 11 years I thought life would grace me with this. But no, high school isn’t dead in the minds of those who hold on to it, and stupid brains  feed stupid thoughts that bear sound.

 

And life science isn’t life, its mechanics…where you throw in individuals and it spews out 2D lifeless carbon copies that suck away any opportunity of creativity. I guess you need to pick a side, right or left and forget about the other.

 

Life’s a bitch and don’t we know it

 

Here’s to four years of neglecting the right side of the brain.

Once upon a time

You grow up with every adult forcing fairytales onto you, building up a relationship on a multitude of lies. Your life is sheltered, played behind a screen with images filtered from the truths and the nudity of reality. Pretentious beginnings makes high school and university difficult as you enter into this age appropriate bracket to explore all the hidden sins to life. This inevitable discovery comes hard, with no preparation, and no explanation.  However, it comes with a cost an expectation that you will forget what you see, and sell a new pack of lies to the next generation for 20 bucks a box. 

The time is past overdue to step out from the darkness with an eye for the truth.